Red Bull Turned me into Iron Man
7:30 Thank you. Maybe I will. It has been a while. I will be dancing to a different song though.
22:56 Thank you for this rant.
I hate how the "well actually" people are always in our heads. I try enjoying something but I end up imagining what a hater is saying about it. I wish there was a way to stop having those thoughts!
25:03 I love when a rant turns into a bit and then turns into a tangent.
I feel that level of passion with Alan Wake 1 and 2, Quantum Break and Control. I had so much fucking fun playing these games back to back. They are all in the same universe.
37:28 I understand not going to a dance class. I would feel so shy dancing in front of others. But I remember being into the anime, Sound! Euphonium season 3 that I wanted to try learning an instrument.
43:50 I'm very happy for you, Brittany! I hope your haters see RED every time you show up on their feed.
Gabagool & the French Revolution
Okay! I'll read Red Raising! I just fear it might be too boring with it's lore like The Expanse is. I tried but that show is so fucking boring. People kept comparing it to Mass Effect--my favorite series--and fuck them for tricking me like that!
I did enjoy the Expanse TellTale videogame but only because the characters made it fun, NOT the lore. So, maybe the show gets better in season 2? I don't know. I'll try to watch it again someday.
But for now, I'll check out the first book of Red Raising...from the library.
27:01 I daydream of a different version of myself too. Hahaha!
37:24 Funny bit.
52:02 Same with this Hazbin Hotel fanfiction. (If you don't know, it's about these two male demons adding a woman--an OC--to their sex life. It's so well written and hot. There's many cringy fanfics are out there, so it feels really nice finding hidden gems, where you KNOW the writer COULD/SHOULD write a book someday.)
Her mentioning God of War reminds me that I have to finish that fucking game. I know it's good! Why am I not finishing it?! I need to this year. If I can't play it myself, I need to watch a no commentary playthrough.
58:56 LOL
Left My gallbladder in Italy
This story makes me squeamish. It's interesting but I always get scared of listening to hospital stories because I keep imagining that it's happening to me.
20:33 I LOVED the feeling of jump-cutting through time when I had to get my back teeth pulled out. I was awake then instantly I was in the car with my husband driving. Then I closed my eyes and was home the next time I opened them. It was awesome! I loved not having to deal with being awake during all that.
I'm so grateful to have a husband who can drive and carry me, no problem. He was stressed because he thought I was in pain the whole time but I wasn't. I was apparently asking questions and talking with my eyes open but I don't remember any of that. Fucking awesome!
30:52 I'm so happy for you!! I love imagining all the haters and your ex-friends being so pissed at how talented you are and the internet knows it too now! I'm happy you went viral to get to this point in your life.
And I can't wait to buy your music.
Please collab with Corey Taylor who loves music as strongly as you--if not stronger since music saved him; made him not want to end his life as a teen--because he has so much fun with his Stone Sour and CMFT bands where it's not just dark themes like his music with Slipknot.
I love the first album of CMFT because the booklet the CD comes with can be opened up into a poster of a collage of photos. It's of them working on the album. It's so fun and makes it feel like a punk-rock band that came out in the early 2000s. I felt like a teenager again listening to it. (It came out in 2020.)
I can hear Corey Taylor smiling as he sings these songs. I love feeling how much fun he had writing and singing and playing with this band.
I really hope you meet him meet and become friends.
36:13 Exactly.
My songs of the month are just Corey Taylor; his three bands:
I think metal is the best way to feel how angry the singer can get vs any other type of music genres.
Metal is much more therapeutic with releasing real frustration. I like to hear singers scream into the mic, even if they don't make metal music--I want more singers to put yells into their pissed off songs.
Just use the screams like an extra instrument vs treading them like just lyrics.
